last time i blogged was.. 26th November 2010? well its now the

26th January 2011, first blog of this year ^^ woop~ my xg blogs seem to be like rants or just stuff i wanna let out ^^" BUT since not much people use xanga now dis allows me to open up more becoz dis is more personal den tumblr n.n

so todai was walking home from college (gah one and a half hour walk dammit T_T) but yeah~ so i was walking and in front of me were three students from the secondary school next to my college. Two of dem wer having a laugh, messing around and taking the piss out of the third one, as he walked behind dem with his head down. And yoo could just see that although these three were friends, these two guys wer obviously the friends who had a lot of control this third boy. They wer like the dominant ones in their friendship. This boy just carried on walking, with his head down..pretending to laugh along to them, ==" ..fake laughs hidden behind words breaking down his confidence and bringing his mood down. this just got me thinking~ wow this third boy clearly isnt happy, his confidence must be pretti low and he is still puttin up wit this? 

like.. to have strong confidence yoo need to be wit the right people~ if yoo are wit the wrong group of people, who constantley just bring yoo down den yoo shouldnt be jammin wit dem. i mean if yoo dont feel confident wit the people who yoo hang around wit its a sign. it means yoo are wit the wrong group of people. If yoo dont feel like yoorself and yoo have to put on a cynical performance everytime yoor wit dem den yoo shouldnt continue being with dem.

Maybe if yoo are a person who doesnt have much confidence whilst being wit yoor "friends" yoo should just change groups.. make new friends. I'm saying this like it is reli easy.. well tbh its not. It may be hard at first~ yoor "old" friends will become people who backstab yoo, trying to drag yoo down. But did yoo know.. the onli reason why these "old" friends are trying to bring yoo DOWN is becoz yoo are ABOVE dem. yoo are at a higher status than them, they are onli jealous dat yoo are above them and want to be above yoo like yoo are to them.

So yes. It will be hard at first but if yoor not happy to start with.. wat do yoo hav to loose? yoo might as well try, and yoo'll find dat yoo can be yoorself around others who are actuali yoor real friends. Real friends who do not judge yoo, do not take the piss out of yoo and who support yoo in anything yoo do. They do not make yoo feel down~ and even if dey did it may be for yoor own good, they care so much dat dey interfer too much.

But yeah~ I should be revising now ==" got law exam tomoro >< haiishh. so yeah pick yoor friends well and make sure yoo can be yoorself and happi around dem~ hope dis mini rant helped the like 10 people who might read dis =P kakaa ^^

Remember to be happi and smileeee xD

Oh and Happy Birthday Ken Yau ^^ known yoo for 4th year i;ve known yoo now? hope yoo hav a fab day lubabubba~ <33

Long time no speak~

wow~ really.. it has been so long since I've been on xg D= like almost a year? ^^ well 2010~ hmm its been alright? i mean like hk10 was good ^^ not as good as 2009's one but yoo know.. watcha gonna do ^^ pretti much the same people just.. i dunno the spirit was different ><" some people wouldnt jam wit us and den like different groups~ lol it was weird ^^" but altogether was alrightt lor~ since no one goes on xg nowadays imma use dis more like a diary~ coz i cant physically be bothered to write in my own hello kitty diary ^^"

Shizz such good times tbh~ ^^ better den UK =/ i like seein people everyday~ haha long holidays yoo forget all yoor stresses and troubles ^^~ the onli trouble we all had was.. organising the night before wat we would do the next day ^^ huhuu~ was so nice being able to see dem everyday just like a family~ eating breakfast, lunch, dinner together =3 jamming together ^^ haii~ so goood~

and yeahh so hk2010 was alrightt~ hmm den bak to UK and now in A2 colege~ wow.. i am reli failin =3 applied to reli crap unis ==" and tbh i dont even know if ill get any offers from dem ==" fail? yes i fink so ==" haii hopefully ill get through dis lah~ ^^ but yeahh hmm after bein bak in UK~ been a very bad girl ==" KPOP~ and goin out is the reason why im failin in college its beeen fun though i must admit ^^ but bad fing is yoo end up wit BAD SKIN and NO MONEY~ two fings i HATE =="   

So yeahh~ imma go now ^^ will regular update now huhu 886~ #

Goodbye 2009~ Hello 2010

Finally 2009 has ended, lol i must say 2009 has been my most eventful year i can remember ^^" so many fings happened in 2009, so many memories and events that will stick in my head forever ^^ some good some bad~

So many life changing memories from this year ^^ seriously i think dis year i hav met some of the most emazin people ever who i am so glad to be friends wit ^^ all the friends i have made in london and other places and new ones from college yoo guys hav reli changed my life ='] thank yoo so much to all of yoo for bein here to tlk// hav laughs and share memories wit ~ Lol dis blog might be verii long so just skip to the part dat yoo may be in ^^"

HK09 has provided me wit some of the best and funniest memories of my life ='] loved it how we all would met up together in the mornin~ everyone so tierd >< and den spend the whole day together doin literally nuttin but still managin to hav fun ^^ and den headin home all together on the train in a large group and everyone else on the mtr would be like O___O; Hui Lau San** Cheung Chau** MONG KOK lol our best place ;D** STICKIES<3 lol all of the Eff dot Oh dot Bee~ seriously was like best memories of my life ='] <3

 St.Annes: finally left dat place ^^ but miss it so much =/ miss the food, miss the teachers, miss all the people der, who i used to see everyday but now hardly ever see >< miss yoo guys so much especially Shabana Mabood* Sidrah Bajar* and Sofia Boukari* >< miss yoo guys so much and yoo two Chaplin Twins* movin to France was not a good idea ><~ YEAH and Abelyn Naguna* yoo movin to tauntons D= gahh dats a NO and Melody Chan* kaka xD i see yoo all the time but stil stayin at St.Annes was a NO as well =/ but still.. all the FF hav provided me wit so many laughs together =] haha lookin bak i realised how racist people could hav seen us ^^ <3

London Times~ lol dese times are also SO funni; its not wat we do its who we are wit ^^ creates funni memories =]feel like i hav known yoo guys for yearss now  i fink my best london time was 19.08.09  was seriously one of my best memories ever ^^" sucha fun day =] lol dats all i hav to say this memorii is for sure one of the ones which i will remember forever ='] <3 all the other longon times i must say are all so funni ^^ each one has a specific part to it which will always stay in my head ^^" good times love <3

Barton Peveril~ kaka ^^ i actualii love yoo guys =] although i have onli known some of yoo guys for not dat long now, i do feel like i hav known yoo guys for ages ^^ we are like one family =] see each other everyday, go through the tough times together and help each other with fings n____n cookin./cleaning all done together at WAMS house xD haha love yoo guys and im so glad i hav yoo guys who stand by me everyday <3

F4 and F6~ Yoo guys have made my sleepovers verii fun ^^ yoo guys are so jokes =] i swear everytime we get together we get hyper VERY hyperrr xD LOVE yoo guys ^^

Okay;; So i fink i hav talked about my main good times dis year ^^ i know i have many more but some are even longer to talk about and i dont wanna make dis blog like the longest blog in XG history so yeah ^^

Thank You to all the people who have taught me so many fings this year, im goin to onli remember the good fings which hav happened in 2009 ^^ and although many bad things have happened, they have helped me learn and gain more experience and have taught me many fings i need to know so i guess everything DOES happen for a reason//

LOVE YOO ALL~ OLD AND NEW FRIENDS FROM 2009 ^^ doesnt matter if we dont talk anymore yoo hav still contributed a part in my life which i will never forget ^^~ <3

so glad this year is over now fresh start ^^~ 2010 hello ^^